Friday, July 16, 2010

love ? :s

so i'm dating this kid, named Dylan. okay, he's not actually a kid since he's almost two years older than me, but whatever, he's kinda immature enough to be a kid.
anyways, i've been dating him for about three months, and i honestly can't say that i'm ever going to want someone else that way, but him. which, of course pisses me off.
YES I KNOW THAT SOUNDS STUPID, but let me explain.
i used to be friends with this girl named Paige. she was dating this guy named Fred for about 8 months. she made him her EVERYTHING. whenever you saw her, he was always with her. whenever she wasn't with him, she was always talking about him. she depended on him sooooooo much, that she made it seem like without him, she was nothing. that she was no one. and then three weeks before school ended, he broke up with her because he had simply fallen outta love with her. she was crushed. like completely.
aaannndddd, i don't want that to happen to me.
i've gone through break-ups, and they freaking suck, but i've never made the person i was dating my EVERYTHING. and i feel like i'm starting to with Dylan... no matter how many times he says he loves me, i'm still scared.