friends suck.

dont you just hate it when you have a best best best friend, and then they ignore you when their other friend is around?
well hatred doesnt cover how much i dislike it.
here's what happened;

Steph, Fred, Matt and i were going to meet up at a festival in town called the Buskers Festival. but Steph invited this other girl to go too, Cassandra.
when i got to the festival, my friends were sitting on the dirty curb of the street, with cigarette butts all over, beside these two really loud games, one of them involved trowing a ball at beer bottles.
i sat on the curb with them for a little while, but the entire time, the who i had thought was my best friend, ignored me.
so i got annoyed and walked off to find some other friends to hang out with.
i came back a few hours later, and shes pissed off at me for ditching her, but its time to go home, so nothing really happens.
then yesterday, Fred and Cassandra come to my door and ask to hang out at the park, when i get there, Steph and Cassandra ignore me again. after about like 2 hours, i decide i wanna go home, and when i'm leaving Steph calls out and asks me whats wrong.
i ignore her, but she comes up to me and says "are you mad at me?" i say yes, and walk away.
i saw her later on that day, and she pretended i wasnt alive.

what should i do? D:

love ? :s

so i'm dating this kid, named Dylan. okay, he's not actually a kid since he's almost two years older than me, but whatever, he's kinda immature enough to be a kid.
anyways, i've been dating him for about three months, and i honestly can't say that i'm ever going to want someone else that way, but him. which, of course pisses me off.
YES I KNOW THAT SOUNDS STUPID, but let me explain.
i used to be friends with this girl named Paige. she was dating this guy named Fred for about 8 months. she made him her EVERYTHING. whenever you saw her, he was always with her. whenever she wasn't with him, she was always talking about him. she depended on him sooooooo much, that she made it seem like without him, she was nothing. that she was no one. and then three weeks before school ended, he broke up with her because he had simply fallen outta love with her. she was crushed. like completely.
aaannndddd, i don't want that to happen to me.
i've gone through break-ups, and they freaking suck, but i've never made the person i was dating my EVERYTHING. and i feel like i'm starting to with Dylan... no matter how many times he says he loves me, i'm still scared.